 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
MAY THE GODESS BLESS AND ILLUMINATE THE PATHS WHEREVER YOU WALK,
AND MAY YOU ALWAYS KNOW THAT
YOU ARE LOVED, CARED FOR, AND WORTHY OF
LOVE, LIGHT AND JOY/|\
BLESSED BE DEAR ONES!!!
HAPPY SOLSTACE
KELLY/AWEN /|\Tags: blessed be, cared, godess, illuminate, kelly awen, light, love, paths, solstace, worthy
Current Location: seattle
Current Mood:  thankful
Current Music: angels on the moon by thriving ivory
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Had 2 go to the hospital three times since Wednesday night...Bleeding Ulcer.... Am feeling better now.......Sadly I missed Oloteas again......Am pumped full of Antibiotics and what is called 'cocktails'....which taste like a cross between peppermint farts and pepto bismol jello...ugh.....and oooh, so icky!!! (but it does help)... On top of that, they tell me I have to go through 3 more sessions of Chemotherapy(again)..... I am terrified, because the last time I did that Chemo, I gained 150 pounds within a month and a half, though I hadn't eaten anything.......I don't know.....just going through so much.......again!!! I think I am entitled to a 'Get out of sick' FREE card!!! Well, at least the Gorsedd Bardic Circle Night went well. Thank you to all who attended. I am going to go get some well needed rest..... love and blessings to all....:):):) I think my brain cells are drooping.....I hate these medicines. Tags: bardic circle night, bleeding ulcer, chemotherapy, gorsedd, oloteas
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
BEEN THINKING.....ALOT......SEEING MORE THAN BEFORE(AND BELIEVE ME...THAT IS ALOT!!!)i AM NOT COMPLAINING AND AM VERY GRATEFUL FOR MY GIFTS....JUST WOULD LIKE TO 'REST' A BIT....HAVE SOME FUN AND MUCH MORE LAUGHTER:):):):):):) I AM SO GRATEFUL FOR THE KEYS FROM HECATE, AND SO VERY GRATEFUL FOR MY LIFE. I GUESS I AM JUST FEELING KIND OF ALONE...CAN'T BELIEVE I AM WRITING THIS, BUT HEY, THIS IS MY JOURNAL AND AFTER READING OTHER FRIENDS JOURNALS, I NEED TO GIVE MYSELF PERMISSION TO BE FREER TO EXPRESS MYSELF..SO HERE GOES...... HMMMMMM.................. RICHARD ONCE TOLD ME(OKAY, HE'S SAID IT ABOUT 1000 TIMES)*-* IF I LET MEN KNOW THAT I AM LOOKING FOR A RELATIONSHIP, THAT THEY'D BE LINING UP TO GET TO KNOW ME.....WELL....EITHER I CANNOT SEE OR THEY ARE NOT THERE. I ADMIT, I AM REALLY SHY WHEN IT COMES TO GETTING KNOW A MAN IN A PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP, DUE TO SOME SEVERE SORROW, (THOUGH THAT CHANGES REALLY QUICK ONCE I FEEL I CAN TRUST THEM)....AND I AM IN SOME WAYS, OLD FASHIONED.....AT LEAST THAT IS WHAT OTHERS TELL ME. LAST WEEK, MY SON, SHAWN, (22 YEARS OLD...I AM STILL 29:) TOLD ME TO GO TO THIS GREAT MIDEVIL SHOP IN CAPITOL HILL, CALLED 'CASTLE'. HE SAID IT WAS ALOT LIKE EXCALIBUR IN THE MALL......SO, I BELIEVED HIM......(*_*) HE WANTS A SWORD FOR YULE, SO I THOUGHT I WOULD CHECK IT OUT. NOW, IF YOU KNOW ME, I REALLY AM A LADY AND GET A BIT EMBARASSED AT 'NAUGHTY THINGS'TEE-HEE-(BUT NOT FOR LONG:)(:):):) SO THERE I WAS....THURSDAY, IN CAPITOL HILL, ON BROADWAY AVENUE. I HAD AN HOUR BEFORE I WAS TO GIVE PSYCHIC READINGS AT EDGE OF THE CIRLCE BOOKS, SO I WAS HAPPY TO GO SHOPPING. i SAW A BRILLIANT,HUGE WHITE SIGN WITH THE WORDS, 'CASTLE' ON IT AND IN THE SHAPE OF A CASTLE. I WAS EXCITED. I SAW CORSETTES IN THE WINDOW AND THOUGHT I MIGHT EVEN FIND A SCA COSTUME. THERE WAS A MAN IN A RAINCOAT WITHOUT A SHIRT ON,(SERIOUSLY), STANDING NEAR THE DOOR, AND I GOT A FEELING THAT HE WAS SKYCLAD UNDER IT, BUT I PAID NO ATTENTION TO HIM. AFTER ALL, THIS WAS CAPITOL HILL...ANYTHING WAS POSSIBLE. I WALKED IN. A STRANGE MAN WITH A DILDO, BUTTPLUG AND HANDCUFFS ON HIS NECK, RUNS OVER TO ME AND EAGERLY ASKS ME IF HE COULD HELP ME FIND SOMETHING OF PLEASURE. I STOOD THERE FOR A MOMENT,..A BIT STARTLED...A BIT WANTING TO GROUND SHAWN FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE...........,UPON REALIZING THAT THERE WEREN'T GOING TO BE ANY MIDEVIL SWORDS IN THIS STORE, AND QUITE POSSIBLY THE CLOSEST THING TO A SWORD THEY HAD, WAS THE 8 FOOT LONG SWINGING DILDO WITH A BUNNY FACE THAT WAS HANGING FROM THE CEILING........... TURNING PROBALY 50 SHADES OF RED, I POLITELY TOLD THE MAN, 'NOT RIGHT NOW, THANK YOU', AND HIGH TAILED IT OUT OF THERE............!!! SURE ENOUGH, I FOUND OUT THAT THE RAINCOAT MAN WAS SKYCLAD UNDER HIS COAT.....I CRINGED AS HE FLASHED ME, AND I REAN TO MY CAR. (OOOOOH......REVENGE WILL BE SWEET....I JUST NEED TO THINK OF SOMETHING SHAWN)!!! WHEN I GOT HOME THAT NIGHT, THERE WAS SHAWN, SITTING CROSSED LEGGED ON THE CHAIR, SMILING.....'DID YOU FIND A SWORD, MOM?', HE ASKED, SMITTINGLY....OOOOOH!!!! NOW, I WISH I HAD THOUGHT OF SOMETHING LIKE, 'OH, YES, BUT IT VIBRATES AND IS 50 FEET LONG,'.... .BUT I DIDN'T. I JUST WENT AN TICKLED HIM..... TOLD HIM HE WAS GROUNDED FOR ETERNITY.... MY 6'4 TALL SON.....I HAVE GOT TO THINK OF A GOOD REVENGE FOR HIM......!!! HE LOVES TO HIDE THE REMOTE CONTROL ON TOP OF THE REFRIDGERATOR, BECAUSE I CAN'T REACH IT. WHEN HE WAS LITTLE, I WOULD PUT THE REMOTE CONTROL ON TOP OF THE FRIDGE FOR 5 MINUTES AS A TIME OUT FROM VIDEOS....HE ENJOYS DOING THIS TO ME..UGH!HAHAHAHAHA. ANYWAYS, SO WHILE MY LIFE IS QUITE INTERSESTING AND NEVER DULL....... I KEEP WONDERING WHERE MY OWN PRIEST IS AT....OR IF HE IS EVEN HERE????? IF HE HAD GONE WITH ME TO THAT CASTLE, I MIGHT NOT HAVE BEEN SO EMBARASSED.....MAYBE..... NOW THAT I AM TURNING 29 AGAIN FOR THE 8TH YEAR IN A ROW ON THE 24TH,.....AM I JUST GETTING TOO OLD FOR FINDING A MAGICKAL MAN WHO WANTS A DEEP AND MONOGOMOUS(HOWEVER U SPELL IT:) RELATIONSHIP????? WOULD HE FIND THE HYSTERICAL LAUGHTER AND CURIOSITIES THAT TEND TO BE PART OF MY LIFE, WHEREVER I GO????/ ANYWHOO....THAT WAS MY ADVENTURE FOR THE WEEK. LOVE AND BLESSINGS TO ALL, KELLY/AWEN Tags: castle swords in the air
Current Location: HERE:):):)
Current Mood:  curious
Current Music: RAY LAMONTAGNE 'YOU ARE THE BEST'
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
ANNOUNCING:
A FANTASTIC DRUID GATHERING,
AT TRAVELER'S STORE IN CAPITOL HILL, THIS WEDNESDAY, NOVEMBER 19TH,
FROM 7-9PM.
501 E. PIKE STREET, SEATTLE WA, 98122
206-329-6260
GREAT BARDIC CIRCLE NIGHT,
FEATURING THE FANTASTIC, SEATTLE BAND,
'PEGASYS'.
THIS IS A REALLY GREAT AND FUN
FUNDRAISER, WITH $1.00 RAFFLE TICKETS AND A SILENT AUCTION.
LEATHER JACKET, PAGAN CLOTHING, ARTIST CREATIONS, BOOKS, READINGS, AROMATHERAPY, STATUES, JEWELRY,ACCUPUNCTURE THERAPY SESSIONS, ETC....,
WILL BE RAFFLED,
AS WELL AS MANY SURPRISING DRUID ROBES AND ITEMS.
COME AND CELEBRATE WITH US,
'THE BARDS OF CAER PUGETIA', AND BARDS OF ALL SEATTLE(BDO,OBOD).
BRING YOUR POEMS, ART, SINGING VOICES, STORIES, JOKES AND LAUGHTER.....ALL ARE WELCOMED AND THIS IS A FREE EVENT.
FOR MORE INFORMATION,
CALL ME,
PRIESTESS AWEN(KELLY:)206-271-3165,
OR LEON REED 206-329-6260.
WE ARE ACCEPTING ANY DONATIONS YOU MAY WISH TO SHARE....IT IS A GREAT WAY TO GET A 'PLUG' FOR YOUR BUSINESS OR CREATIONS, AND IS SUPPORTING A MUCH NEEDED AND GREAT CAUSE.
FEEL FREE TO SHARE THIS INFORMATION WITH FRIENDS,
BLESSINGS TO ALL!!!
PRIESTESS AWEN/KELLY :):):) Tags: art, awen, bardic circle night, bards, bdo, caer pugetia, cause, creations, donations, druids, fundraiser, gathering, gorsedd, music, obod, pagan, pegasys, poetry, priest leon reed, priestess awen, priestess kelly kelleher, seattle, share, support, traveler's, traveler's store in capitol hill
Current Location: SEATTLE
Current Mood: artistic
Current Music: JETHRO TULL :):):)
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
I have had several 'keys' given by Hecate....they looked in Essence, like keys, though each one was Unique and quite interesting.
A few nights ago,however,
She came to me and presented a Huge White Marble Looking Book(like a book of Shadows), full of Ancient looking pages and a type of Sandskrit on the front of it that I did not recognize,
and though it appeared very heavy, it wasn't, and as She
handed it to me, She said, in Her Loving and Powerful Voice,
'This is a Key like no other".
As I held it, the Book was not heavy at all.
At least, not to me.
At the moment I held it, I knew it belonged to me, and would Always be a Part of me...as if it Always had been a part of me....
Suddenly,I felt as if in a vacume,
voices and Energies were calling me, whirlwinds of Colors and Essences were surrounding me,
and I woke up to what felt like the whole house shaking.
I am still feeling 'different'(for lack of a better word)....
I hear the Voices often now, and am waiting.....there is a Need somewhere...an Action that is Needed....I will know when and what when the Time is Right.
Kerridwyn is also Always with me.
Blessed Be!!!Tags: book, energies, godess, hecate, kerridwyn, keys, visions
Current Location: home for the day:):):)
Current Mood: grateful
Current Music: jethro tull:)
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
'SACRED FEMININE'
DEEP WITHIN THE CAVERNS OF TIME,
SPACE, MEMORY....
GODESS CALLS,
HER ANCIENT DIVINITY,
TOUCHING THE VERY HEART OF MANKIND....
REMEMBER...
REMEMBER.....
REMEMBER........
THE BEFORE....
THE DREAMTIMES,....
THE WANTINGS.....
THE CHOICES 'WE' MADE,
TO COME HERE.....AGAIN,.......
THE MOMENT
OF LIFE...SPARKS....
RAGING FLAMES OF ECSTACY......
THERE IN THAT BEGINNING,
THE ESSENCE OF 'HER' BEING,
ENGULFED IN ALL THE LOVE AND INNOCENCE
WE ARE ALL BORN WITH....!!!
CLOSE YOUR SOULFUL EYES,
DEAR ONES,
REMEMBER,..........
REMEMBER,..........
REMEMBER,..........
THE SOUND OF HEARTBEATS,
THE INFINITE SONGS OF ANGELIC BEINGS,
THE RAVINGS OF SACRED,
WISE,
BLESSING,
ANCIENT ONES,
ANNOUNCING YOUR DIVINITY,
YOUR BEGINNINGS,
YOUR OWN TRUTHS....
A SACRED LIGHT POURED UPON YOU AS YOU ENTERED,
THIS SACRED LAND....
THOUGH THIS LAND IS WORN AND USED,
YOUR BEING IS PURE AND COMPLETE,
YOU ARE THE SEED OF THE FUTURE,
DEAR ONE,
YOU,
ARE THE DIVINITY OF TOMORROW...........
SEEK DEEP.......THE ANSWERS OF TRUTH........LET NOONE DESTROY YOUR PATHS....
FOR THESE PATHS BELONG TO YOU AND YOURS,
LIGHT AND SOUL,
BEING AND HEALING,
LOVING AND LEARNING,
TEACHING AND SHARING,
EXPERIENCING AND DELIVERING,
NURTURING AND PROTECTING,
TOUCHING AND CARING,
WANTING AND NEEDING,
FEELING AND HOPING,
BEING AND SEEING.....YOU CHOSE AND WERE CHOSEN,
'YOU'
BECAME AND ARE BECOMING,
THE SACRED INSPIRATION,
THE FLOWING AWEN OF BEING,
THE SEEDS OF TREES YOU MAY NEVER SIT UNDER,
BUT THE SEEDS OF TREES IN TRUTH ETERNAL!!!
HOLD ON TO THE LOVE,
THAT BROUGHT YOU HERE,
AND THE LOVE YOU BROUGHT WITH YOU...
IF YOU FEEL A BIT LOST,
AS WE SOMETIMES DO,
GO BACK TO NATURE,
GO BACK TO THE CREATION OF EXISTANCE....
GO TO THE WATERS,
THE FORESTS,
THE WOODS,
THE GARDENS,
THE HILLS,
THE PLAINS,
THE FIELDS,
THE DESERT,
THE PLACES STILL FREE,
THE BLESSED HAVENS OF NATURE.
SIT BESIDE YOURSELF
AND LISTEN......
LISTEN,
LISTEN,
BENEATH THE BLESSED SUN,
UNDER THE BLISSFUL MOON................
HER VOICE IS CALLING,
HIS VOICE IS ALWAYS THERE.
ALWAYS HAS BEEN....ALWAYS WILL BE....
LISTEN,
LISTEN,
LISTEN...
WE ARE BUT THE MOST SACRED OF A SPECK OF SAND IN THE BALANCE OF THE UNIVERSES,
AND YET,
'WE' ARE A SACRED SEED OF ETERNITY.....
YOU,
ME,
' WE ALL BELONG'.
ALL CONNECTED,
ALL SEARCHING,
LEARNING,
SHARING,
BEING...
THIS SACRED,
ANCIENT,
CAULDRON OF OUR BEING,
FLOWING,
VIVACIOUSLY,
AS A CASPIAN OF KNOWLEDGE,
GIVEN PURELY TO US,
IN THE ETERNAL HEART OF LIFE...!
BLESSED BE!!!
HAPPY SAMHAIN&SACRED AUTUMN BLESSINGS TO YOU!!!
Tags: blessings, caspian, cauldron, forests, godess, haven, heart, life, loving, moon, nature, sacred feminine, samhain, seeds eternity, sun
Current Location: seattle in autumn
Current Mood: loved
Current Music: ray lamontagne
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
GRATEFUL AM I,
THIS SACRED SEASON.....
RAVEN CAWS IN MORNING RAYS,
IT'S AUTUMN...IT'S AUTUMN...
HIS DEEP, IRREDESCENT,
DARK, WINGS FLUTTER AT MY HEARTSTRINGS......
ALIVE I AM
AS FROST TIPPED LEAVES,
REDS,BROWNS,YELLOWS,CRIMSON,
BRUSH AGAINST MY CHEEK, AS I WALK THROUGH THE WOODS,
FOLLOWING THE VOICE OF MOTHER GODESS,
FATHER GOD,
ANCIENT WISDOM, HERE, IN THE MIDST OF AUTUMN...............
LOVE CALLS FOR ME,
AS I WALK TOWARDS THE RUSTLING....
TRUSTING IN THE LOVE THAT HAS BROUGHT ME HERE, THIS FAR.....
EMERALD SKY EYES
SHINE FULL AGAIN,
I AM ME,
I AM FREE....
THE SPIRITS BESIDE,
WITHIN, WITHOUT,
NEVER ALONE!!!
I HEAR THE RAGING RIVER AS IT FLOWS BEYOND,
THE LITTLE ANIMALS PREPARING FOR WINTER'S JOURNEY,
AND I AM WELL, IN THIS SACRED PATH....
INDIAN SUMMER HAS COME BACK AGAIN,
CARE TO WALK WITH ME??????Tags: autumn, godess, healing, hope, life season, love, moon, poetry, raven
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: ENIGMA
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
/ | \
There was a Storm,
Deep,
Dark,
Violent......!!!
I was Only 3 years old....................!!!
Somewhere Between,
Falling and Flying,
Leaping and Death,
I Stayed in that 'Safe',
Quiet Haze...!,
Never Coming Back Here,
Never Coming Back!!!
No More Pain,
No More Parental Abuse,
No More Anything....No More.....!!!
That Vast,
Open Space,
of Calm and Embers,
Light and Hollow,
Easing Between the Veils......
Spirits Present,
Energies Abound,
But I Stayed in That Place.
I Stayed in That Place.......!!!
I Was 3.
Without My Knowing,
A River Began...
Flowing Soft,
Upon the Shores at My Feet.
"Kelly, Come Here",
The Water Spirit Said,
Soft as a Feather,
Thick as Golden Honey,
"Kelly, Kelly, Come Here"....!!!
Raven Soared,
Cawing loud.
His Magickal,
Black,
Topaz Wings,
Filling the Sky Above Me.
Radiant Sheens of Light,
Poured Upon My Face,
Warm,
Healing,
Freeing.
A Path of Many Paths,
Lay Before Me,
I Started to Walk,
Slowly and Unafraid.
Elementals, Beings, Spirits,Others,
Of Purity,
Of Wisdom,
Of Love,
Of Strength,
Holding My Hands,
Blessing Me.
Golden Rays,
Trees/Life Abound,
I Heard the Chant,
I Heard the Sound,
It Was The SACRED AWEN.
'AWEN' Awoke Within,
Three Pillars Gaurding,
Surrounding Me,
The Sacred,
White Stone Altar,
I Rose Up From,
There,
Smiling,
in Love,
Stood My GrandParents&Covens,
Heart to Heart,
Hand to Hand,
I Was Back Again!!!
The Song of AWEN,
The Blessings of Inspiration,
The Return of Myself,
To Me......................................!!!
It Has Been My Magickal Name Ever Since,
and To This Very Moment,
Grandpa and Grandma,
Embrace Me!!! kellymarjorieAwenkelleher 9-29-08 Current Mood:  thoughtful
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Running to Teach Class.......No Parking at Edge of Circle,..dammit......2 hours early and still parking 5 blocks away..ugh!!!
Thousand things on my mind....just finished Rose oils and waters and jewelry and all set up for CC tomorrow,
Forgot to Get Juice....Body Tired and Wanting Sleep...okay, so I got chocolate,too...
In line at grocery store...half here, half there, half in LaLa Land, half Godess knows where...The pa system
Happy Friday shoppers, surprise sale on toilet paper, only $4.97instead of $4.79....not buying......
Whirlwind of Sounds.....................
I felt a small rush of Gentleness.
Looking behind me,
An old Friend,
Calm,
Bright and Smiling...whom I haven't seen for years...
"How are you, Dear", he says?
My mind,
in nanoseconds, screams;
Tired,
Taking Classes,
Teaching Classes,
Giving Readings,
helping Haunted Healings,
Doctors,sooo many doctors,
Son in College,
Breaking up with Boyfriend,
Writing Book,
helping Others in need,
Car is broken,
Preparing Fundraisers,
Planning Circles,
Pagan Group Assistance Internationally,
Trying to Heal,
CAn't Sleep,
Poetry,
Missing Time for Art,
etc....etc......,
I smile and say,
'Fine,
How are YOU?...................................................Current Location: Seattle
Current Mood:  restless
Current Music: Train
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
celticwindkelly's journal
Previous
